Sunday, March 29, 2009

ohhhhh

Okey, sorry I haven't been a round, but this weekend has been crazy, and allso veeeery FAT!
At work on friday I couldn't stand the food, and on saturday I had some candy, aaaand today I was invited to a birthdayparty, but I only had one sandwitch there, and some candy...Well, guess I have to start my fasting again. I haven't weight myself, I'm gonna try to do it to morrow or on tuesday, I haven't got scale here at home, have to buy it!

Well, tomorrow is just gonna be water and coffe, try not to go over 200cal
real girl thinspo..
(she weight the same as me on the first pic, I gonna  try to do the same thing she did:))
you can see her blog here: http://i-want-to-be-beautifulx.xanga.com



Thursday, March 26, 2009

day 2 over

This day was okey, just got litle hungry, but it was over soon. But My boyfriend bought some candy and I (the candygirl) couldn't stand it, and I had a some, but not much.
I guess I had like 300 cal today. Tomorrow I'm gonna try not to eat, but it's gonna be hard since I work at a restaurant.
Well, Gotta go....
xoxo

thinspo

day 2

good morning.
today is day 2 of my water fasting, hope I will do as well as I did yesterday.

The plan for the day is...

B:Coffee with just 2 drops of light milk (10-15cal)
S:Water/sparkling water (o/22cal) 
L:Sparkling Water(22cal)
S:Coffee(10-15cal)
D:Don't know yet, I think I'm gonna have some kind of salat

I was giving my daughter jogurt for breakfast, she loves jogurt...And usually when I give her jogurt I often have my self like 2 or 3 spoons, but I just didn't feel like it to day, and Oh my gooood, I'm so proud of myself.
I really don't feel like eating. I look in the mirror and see my big fat ass and thies and my lovehandles, I HATE IT!!! I hate to see myself so fat!
My parents and my boyfriend think i'm just fine as I am, and they say I should also put on some more weight, nope, not gonna hapend.
Yesterday was a bit hard I was very hungry but didn't fale:D 
Today is sooo much easier. I was thinking tomorrow since I don't have to go to work until at 17.00 (5pm) I'm not gonna eat untill I feel like it :)

Thinspo...


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

yub

So, I this day was great, I only drank water and 1 1/2 L of sparkling water (68cal). But since I live with my boyfriend and all I can not say no to eating dinner. We had pizza, and this one slice I but in my mouth is gonna hunt me for the rest of the week.
I don't know how many calories are in one slice of pizza with, paprika and onioun on it. but I think I haven't gone over 500 calories this day. But I can not slip dinner because of my bf so he want suspect anything.
I wont eat anything for the rest of the day, and not tomorrow either.
Love and hug...

Thinspo




40 reasons why not to eat

1. You will be FAT if you eat today. Just put it off one more day.
2. You don't NEED food.
3. Fat people can't fit everywhere.
4. Guys will be able to pick you up without struggling.
5. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.
6. People will remember you as the 'beautiful thin one.'
7. If someone has to describe you, they'll say, 'oh, she weighs like 100, 110 lbs.'
8. Guys will want to get to know you, not laugh at you and walk away.
9. Starving is an example of excellent willpower.
10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.
11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.
12. If you eat, you'll look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto and trailer-trash hookers on Jerry Springer.
13. The models that everyone claim are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection, are any of them fat? ... NO....
14. Too many people in America are obese.
15. People who eat are selfish and unrealistic.
16. Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them?
17. Anyone can have 'inner beauty,' but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.
18. You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.
19. Only thin people are graceful.
20. If you slap a fat person, you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.
21. Do you want people to say, 'For god's sake get off of me, you're crushing me; I can't breathe!' or 'You are soo light.' ?
22. Underweight, a.k.a. perfect body.
23. Ballerina? Or beanbag?
24. I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds. . .like in my reoccurring dream I love that dream.
25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.
26. Starve off the parts you don't need. They're ugly and drag you down.
27. Nothing can't be fixed with hunger and weightloss.
28. Saying 'No, thanks,' to food is saying 'Yes, please,' to THIN!
29. Fat people are so huge, people see through them and it's like they don't exist.
30. The only time people notice a fat person is when they get in the way of that beautiful thin girl walking by. (I know that one sounds horrible)(Oh well)
31. Have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton?
32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
33. Is food more important than happiness in life? Your appearance to others?
34. Eating is conforming.
35. When you start to get dizzy and weak, you're almost there.
36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.
37. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out, making you fat, bloated, ugly, and unhappy.
38. Think of anorexia as your secret weapon.
39. If you can name one reason to be fat, I will name a million to be skinny. I'll name them even if you can't find a reason to be fat.
40. Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes.

Got this from...
http://www.freewebs.com/ana-beauty/inspiration.htm

day 1

day 1 of my 2 day water fasting, the reason it's only 2 days is because I have to work on Fridaynight and all the weekend, but I've made my self a goal that I'm not allowed to go over 700 calories over the day when I eat, and when the time pass that number will get smaller :)
I want to look sexy and thin before june, hope to be at least 110, my dream waight right now is 45kg (99 pounds) let's see how I will do:) wish me the best luck.

thinspo of the day...


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

thinspo

Hellooooo
Okey, this is my first blog. Im not english so you must forgive my writing.
Im 21 years old female im 166cm(5'5.4") and 58kg (127 pounds)
So, I want to lose my ass, my thies, my lovehandles and get a flat stomach like i used to have.
for 2 years ago I weighted 48kg (105 pounds) I would like to look 
like that again.
My thies didn't touch and my stomach was flat and I lo
oked great in clothes, and wasn't imbarresed to let ppl see me in bikini.
To morrow will be my first day of 2 day water fasting, (Im gonna have some coffee thou).
Hope to hear from you dear reader :)

Thinspo